Whatever her reason for flipping out and leaving you the fact is that she left. Now she is saying she still loves you but doesn't want to talk. So the question is really, why would she email you if she didn't want to talk? Is she trying to ease her guilt? Is she trying to torture you somehow?
Frankly, if she says she doesn't want to even talk with you, give her some time and don't talk to her. If she wants to get back to a trusting relationship with you, she will contact you. If not, keep concentrating on your studies and everything will happen the way it was meant to. You can't force things.
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