They say it's a thin line between love and hate, and your story is a testament to that truth. I believe you will eventually get over him, it kind of depends on how long you two were together. If you were together years, it may take longer than a year to get over him. What may make it tougher is that you have to still communicate with him here and there because of the children. People with nothing linking them have a better chance at healing faster, because they can truly undergo NC (no contact). Each time you communicate with this guy, it reopens the scab of your healing heart. You'll eventually get there, it just may take longer than someone under different circumstances (ie no kids together).
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