we were together for almost a year, then we split just over a year ago. the relationship was great. I think we both were young and got extreme with each other quickly. sending loads of time together at every opp. loved up and it was too much. we realised this together, we agreed to chill it for a week or two and then she said its over. it was sudden and hurt. I struggled more than I thought I would, at first we spoke briefly at the time but I never begged or made out as if it really bothered me because I'm scared to look upset and weak but I was.
It was hard, when we were together a year ago, I'd finished uni and was trying to back to my home town where she was. I'd met her in one of my visits home for the weekend. So it was distance relationship but we saw each other each week. I needed a job here but I was still based there. The split happened. Then I got my job back home ironically and now lots has changed in my life, I've a job I've always wanted, my own apartment I always said would be ideal and a car finally.
Loads has changed with her, shes got her own place and a better job and a car ha. I'm just trying to explain that once it was hard for us and now its so easy almost. Shes only down the road.
Shes been intouch and we met up, it was relaxed in the town, we drank and talked about happy things. We left and I knew I still really cared for her but I couldn't show it in case she knocked me back. Since I gave it few weeks and she got in touch again. She wanted to come see my place and she did today, it was great we laughed like old times and I realise I do miss her.
I want too see more of her. Just need some advice of how to do this, how do I tell her I'd like to see her again?