I've been seeing this guy for about two months. Due to circumstances, we aren't in an exclusive relationship (he still has some serious scarring from his ex, and he is leaving for France in March for a year for his job) but we agreed that if we started seeing someone else seriously, we'd tell each other. We text or chat every day, and go to movies/dinner/coffee/hang out at least twice a week. I've been trying to just have fun with it and go with the flow, as I really like him.
Yesterday he invited me to a dinner party his friend was throwing. The party was about six couples, most of them friends of his whom I had never met before. I got along with them fabulously; the guys and I talked computers, and the girls and I gossiped and discussed our dogs. The guy I'm dating even made a comment, as the guys were preparing for a beer run, that I was welcome to come along but "you seem to be holding your own without any problem."
The only issue was his friend's fiancee. The guy is Italian, and at least personally, he struck me as kind of sketchy. He sat down kind of close to me and kept asking/whining that he didn't understand football, and needed me to explain the rules to him. When my guy got up, the Italian guy started grilling me. "So, how long have you been dating?" "Do you like him?" "Do you enjoy dating him?"
Here's the thing: I don't know what to call me and the guy. Is it dating? Is just "fun"? Beyond a conversation about not being committed, neither of us has brought it up. The Italian guy grilling me just seemed to turn a big spotlight onto my insecurities: suddenly I'm concerned about "what we are."
Worse yet, I didn't want to start babbling about how much I liked him or how long we'd been dating if he hadn't told his friends that we specifically WERE dating. We weren't super couply at the party; he put his arm around me a few times, and I made a few playful jokes about how he only takes me to sushi restaurants, but I don't know if his friends know anything.
I tried excusing myself for some snacks, but the Italian guy wouldn't let it go. He followed me around the party, making jokes about how me and the guy were "roommates." It felt awkward and terrible and really rubbed my insecurity raw.
How do you guys think I should handle this in the future? And how do I dump my insecurities... the guy is leaving in little over a month, so it's not as if this relationship has lasting power anyway. I want to have fun with him, send him off with a cheerful kiss, and maybe reconnect in the future with happy memories of our four months together. Am I wrong?