Well, I have been searching websites to see what I could find on Bipolar's of all types. I have read statements from people who love those with some form of Bipolar. Some didnt know till years later, some didnt know till after marriage, so on and so forth. Also read posts from people that have lived a long time either not knowing or knowing that they have a form of it, life stories. And how they dealt with it whether in a realtionship or not.
I cant find any active sites or threads to get some opinions.
DOES anyone know where I could find such a thing?
I just want to make sense of the past 6 years. If the man that I have loved for 6 years is manic than he doesnt even know. And I dont see any way around keeping my concerns from him if I do indeed speak with him again. All the signs are there and its been a shock to me. I keep telling myself that he couldnt be but thats not working. And now that I have heard all the personal stories and seen the research, I cannot believe that everyone who knows him has no idea. Then again, I went six years w/o knowing but I knew his behavior was questionable.