i need help. A LOT.
my boyfriend and i have been dating for 2 years and 3 months. we shouldnt be dating because hes of a different religion and we are not allowed to have a future together. in the start, he was really into me and more recently, i just feel like we are drifting apart. we used to study together and now hes in medicine, so he doesnt really have time for me. im looking around for a job, so it makes it harder because im more lonelier than he is and that causes fights. i used to hope for a future and maybe im still hoping for one, but deep down inside i know there is no. i know im wasting my time, but im really too attached and its hurting me.
it seems to me like hes moving on with his life and hes getting busier in his work and im just stuck in this place where i really shouldnt be. when we fight he walks away from me and he gets really frustrated because he cant seem to understand why im so upset.
hes met my parents and i havent met his. hes never spoken about our future but keeps expecting me to hang on. im 22 and turning 23 this year, technically, i should be in relationship where i know there is a chance of a future. hes turning 22 this month.
i dont know what to do and i dont know where this is going. i feel like i need support to stand up and walk away but i think im too scared.
help?