Hi there. Thanks for reading my post.
So, I met this girl in my class and got to know her a few months back. We became quite close to each other(well, at least i think so) and we talk a lot over the internet. Sometimes but rarely we talk in class because we sit too far away from each other. There was this one time she called me over the Skype and we chatted for around an hour. That was before i started to fall for her.
Recently, I started to have feeling for her and I tried asking her out but my plan failed. (I actually posted this on the forum before but I'm going to mention it again). Last week, I asked her whether she wants to join me for a movie. I started by asking her whether she watched the recent shows in the cinema and she replied saying that she's going to watch with her family. So, i did not ask any further. Then, i tried asking again the following day by text and i asked whether she's free on the coming Saturday. She said "Don' think so, why". I sort of freaked out and I texted her back saying that "It's ok, thought of asking you out for an outing with us (lied to her)".
When you start to fall for this girl, you would try to observe everything she does. So do i. During my lab session, i sat right across her. I couldn't help myself but to stare/look at her. She was keen and found out that i was staring at her so she told me not to stare and blocked my view with her books(the joking way).
And so, yesterday when i was in class, the arrangement of seats changed temporarily. I saw an empty space beside her friend so i moved there and I was 2 person away from her. I was there doing my assignments and tried not to look at her(i sound like a stalker). Oh by the way, she started to ignore me by talking less to me online and don't really talk to me in class anymore even though i pass by her. So, after class she wanted to walk out from the class and she has to pass by my place. So when she came to my place, I said hi to her but she replied me with an awkward hi. I sensed somethings wrong and i decided not to continue.
I'm so sorry for such a long post but what's she thinking? I was planning to ask her out this week but based on this I'm not sure whether i should do it.