So lately my boyfriend has been constantly criticizing me everyday all day.. I will try explain the best i can.
I work in a supermarket and i know a lot of the people their that work and they are mostly my age. Sometimes i will be on my breaks with guys/girls.. And we will exchange numbers. I feel thats innocent.. They are in our group of friends and tell me to call them or they will call me if they are in town out and about and to join them etc.. I have no interest in the guys that i talk to.. I only really look at my boyfriend in that way etc.. And i DONT text the guys constantly or even at all.. They are just on my phone for contact..
Well my boyfriend has been looking through my phone recently and has gone mad at the guys numbers in my phone. Doesnt see texts or anything.. Because i dont text them ever.. But just the numbers. Saying im obviously flirting with other men etc..
The 2nd thing is that my password to everything on the computer, everything at work is the same password i have always used since i was 14. Includes my 1st boyfriends name. Okay, so i could have changed it.. But it just didnt think it was a big deal.. Just a jumble of letters. Well the other day he asked for my password to facebook so i gave him it and he flipped. Saying it was like him engraving his ex lovers into his belongings..
He has been constantly getting at me.. Saying im acting trashy and im not a one man kind of girl. I am!! I really am and have no interest in anyone but him.. This is really getting me down So i apologised over and over. Deleted all the numbers in my phone.. He said i was allowed 2 guys in there, as he only had 2 girls in his?? (this really p*ssed me off).. And i changed all my passwords to HIS name.
But it isnt enough for him.. He carries on, saying i should have just done it without being told to.. That if i dont start acting more 'classy' that i can forget about us.. That im ignorant and have no common sense.. Just REALLY tearing a strip off me..
I have just been apologising and he just keeps going on and on and on...Today at work he text me over 100x!!!!NO joke.. I couldnt reply but the txts were just non-stop how trashy i am.. How stupid iv been.. Saying he was going to do it to me so i could feel how he felt..
I just cant take his criticizm anymore.. We had sex last night and i felt like everything would be okay.. But right after he started on me again. Ignored me in bed.. I just felt so used and dirty it broke my heart so much i swear i felt a pain in my chest.. Sigh..
How can i stop this?? What else can i say to him for him to know its only him i want?? Iv apologised and i just dont really know what else i need to do for him to stop acting like this.
Was i really in the wrong? I just dont feel like im doing something SO bad that i deserve him talking to me like this..
Can anyone please give me some advice..