Okay here goes, it will be long winded but I need to know once and for all, Im really losing my patience.
About 5 months ago a new tenant moved into our house, hes very handsome and I was attracted to him instantly.
Initially there was alot of flirting between us and one day he ended up sleeping in the same bed as me. He did want sex but I refused.
After this encounter I completely backed off as I didnt intend to mislead him in any way. However he continued to be sexual around me and at one time I snapped and told him in angst amongst other things I felt violated with his behaviour. He left the house and didnt return for a few days, upon his arrival we greeted each other and didnt really speak of the conflict we had.
Since that day, he has been very respectful, and recently (past month) he started hanging out with me again from time to time. (Mind you he has never asked me out, hanging out is usually in the house), amongst serious conversations we had a talk and I made clear I was not interested in casual sexual encounters and prefer to spend time with a person before anything progresses further. He said he respected that and when he felt ready to commit, he would definitely try and work with me. This to me seemed okay so I left it at that.
Since then he has become very respectful and open about himself, the other day I had a picture on my blackberry and he messaged me saying the following "that is one of the most beautiful pictures I have ever seen" He even told me in person FOUR times (lol) and he showed his mother and sister my picture too. Now obviously I will get the wrong impression here.
Prior to this he has said "If I was ready to settle down, you would be the perfect wife for me".
Since last week Ive noticed further changes, hes being attentive, noticing little details and being generally nice.
The other evening I put candles on the stairs and offered to light them up for him to see how beautiful it looked. He said no and started rummaging in his pockets. He said he was looking for a lighter so he can light them up as he walks up the stairs for me. Deep down I was very impressed/touched but out of reflex I shrugged it off and said "nm" and lit them myself.
Could I have possibly put him off?
Since then hes been busy (I assume), its coming to two weeks hes hardly home but he never responds to my text messsages either.
Makes me wonder, does he only talk to me/spend time with me when hes bored?
Am I looking into things too much?
Also I will be honest, Im very bad at picking up signals and I also dont give out many signals either, im very protective over my feelings.
Also he has a "needs" buddy currently.