boredom..............
boredom..............
once again i have several people pissed at me for my honesty and intolerance of bad judgment and stupidity. it's not easy to live this way but i don't have any other way to be. i gotta be me.
baby ya hustle. but me i hustle harder.
- Uni work grind.
- No sex in the last week.
- Shitty weather.
On the plus side the surf is pumping, and I'm definitely going to get it in tonight, yew!
Is it burnin'? Well, f-ck, now you're learnin'.
I panicked pretty much today during a 30 min flight . But I swear, it was coming down too fast and the plane was changing directions every 2 minutes . I swear I thought I will die . My bf said I am ridiculous but so help me God, I was really afraid ... I think I got kind of scared of flying, with every flight is getting worse and worse :/
Plus we've spent whole weekend walking in Barcelona all days long and I'm simply... ****ing.. TIRED. Plus till thursday, I will have to wake up everyday at 6am or so , cause yeah university starts ,but on thursday I go to France, finally ... Now I can't go to sleep, I need to prepare my luggage for tomorrow's flight :/
I wazzzz here![]()
Leaving my g/f. It's 4am and I'm working out of town for the next week.
I miss her a lot when I'm gone. It's probably healthy in one respect, the spark stays pretty strong because we keep departing and reuniting, but it doesn't make the departing part any easier.
my dog ate my breakfast lol
"Through the first quarter of 2011, nearly 600,000 college-educated white men ages 35 to 64 were unemployed, according to previously unpublished Labor Department stats. That’s more than 5 percent jobless—double the group’s pre-recession rate. That might not sound bad compared with the plight of younger, less-educated workers and minorities, but it’s a historic change from the last recession, when about half as many lost their oxford shirts. The number of college-educated men unemployed for at least a year is five times higher today than after the dotcom bubble. In New York City, men in the 35-to-54 kill zone have lost jobs faster than any other group, including teenage girls"
mo'Dajvo' pa'wIjDaq je narghpu' He'So'bogh SajlIj
nothings annoyed me yet but i have not go outside yet.
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC] There is light at the end of the tunnel ................you just have to walk towards it.
IUahome and I won't have till next friday dammit !!! I just have a damn surf stick which is freaking slows plus there are 5 adults in this home and everyone wants to use internet ... Plus I arrived yesterday from Spain, went back to uni today and was there from 8am till 8pm plus before and after one hour travel by train dammit .I missed first week of uni so I have a bit of notes to take from friends plus scripts to print but me and my family moved to a new house few weeks ago and nbothing is in order . Well for sure not my room because I was not there, and I don't even have the time and strength to clean up my room and arrange it ... And on thursday right after my classes I need to take another train cause I'm going for easter to my bf to France ... I don't know where to start ...
I wazzzz here![]()
My girlfriend's gone away for the whole Easter weekend with her sisters and her mum so I'll be forced to amuse myself.
Is it burnin'? Well, f-ck, now you're learnin'.
I stuck myself with a dirty needle after trying to start an IV on a patient, so I had to go to the emergency room and lost an hour out of my overwhelmingly busy day that I definitely couldn't afford to lose..
Relax... I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts - can you show me where it hurts?
Irrationally angry and bitter and sad >![]()