I met this guy online over a year ago. I think the second or third time we chatted, he told me he wanted to have sex with me. But he has a girl, and he's like 15 yrs older than me, and I didn't want to just be a piece of ass to someone, so I said no. He said he respected that and backed off. We would talk once in a while and I knew he still wanted to mess with me, but since he never actually asked me again or try to pressure me, I thought he was really cool & liked talking to him. A couple of months ago, we were talking online and he got me to tell him my fantasy, so then he tells me a story of me & him doing my fantasy and it was hot & I got excited and then I told him I wanted to sleep with him. Well, we finally met up last week and it was the hottest sex I ever had and since then I can't get him out of my mind. I tried to even think about my ex & what we'll do when he goes on vacation this month, but I keep going back to my friend and what we did. I still want to work it out with my ex boyfriend and he's still with that girl. I don't wanna start feeling anything for him. I'm really hoping it's just cause he put it on me so it's just a lust thing and once I spend time with my ex & go back home that I'll stop & whatever it is will go away. Maybe I just need to keep busy and get the f*** off facebook already