My boyfriend and I have dated for 3 years sometimes I don't know why I stayed with him as long as I did. I found out in October of 2010 that he cheated on me through some emails I saw after he left his account open. I was so hurt. I've loved him for so long and he was going behind my back cheating. One of the woman even got pregnant and had to have an abortion. I had suspected things but of course he denied them. This is my second long term relationship in which the man has cheated and got someone pregnant I'm obviously missing something here (hence the name strikes twice). We tried to work things out, he seemed to be more into me, mature and prepared to work on us, but I still cant overcome the betrayal that I feel. He was not a bad guy he cut the grass and took care of my car. In March we even decided to get engaged within the next year and to marry and have children. He told his mom I was the one and I'd made him a better man. Recently we had a huge argument about all types of things that didnt relate to the topic at hand of course. And he left he said he was fed up with my yelling and he couldn't take it anymore I had pushed him away because I couldn't stop yelling at him. He said he loved me but didn't want to be in the relationship anymore and wished me the best. I'm not proud of it but I begged and pleaded for him to stay to no avail. I actually think he enjoys watching me beg. He left and told me to let go. We live together so he still hasn't come to get his things. I haven't called so he has been doing little things to get my attention I assume. He changed his facebook relationship status and blocked me from seeing his wall. He stopped playing this app with me words with friends if you know what the is just yesterday. I'm actually laughing at his childish behavior. But I'm sad because I do love him and I miss him, its only been 6 days, some of the days I'm relieved that I don't have to argue some days I'm sad because I don't have him. Because of his past indiscretions I suspect he has opened the windows and let the team in so I don't know if we could come back together. I don't even know if I should. He has said he doesn't want to the last time we spoke, but he also stated he would come to get his things this past weekend and he has not. I think he is angry with me because I took my house keys back. I didn't want him coming and going as he pleased.