Why did you use me? I had so much love to give to you but you had none to give in return. It kills me to see you everyday, looking so happy, as if none of this ever happened. Everytime you smile at me my heart shatters a little bit more. Everytime we speak I search your eyes for a sign that you're hurting too but you give nothing away. You told me you didn't love her. You told me it was me you wanted. But its her arms that are holding you now. Did you ever really care for me?
But still.. despite all this I can't get over you. You still haunt my dreams and are always in the corner of my mind. I hate what you have done to me and I hate your attitude... but somehow I can't bring myself to hate you. I want you back. I want you to kiss my neck the way you did before. I want to feel your arms around me. What you did was unforgiveable but somehow I dont even care. This pain is so unbearable. Why can't you just love me the way that I love you?...
Please just dont play with me, my paper heart will bleed...