So I have strong feelings for a guy I met about a year ago. I recently moved to Utah about 2 years ago. There's a lot of mormons here. I hate it. I don't hate mormons it's just I'm looked down on a lot because of it. I only have 2 friends that I don't see that often. I'm a sophomore in high school. So the guy I like is a junior. Here's the situation: So we met at Target last June. He was asking my opinion on what movie he should buy. After that we started talking and we were there for about 2 hours talking. We talked about everything. Not just small talk. We had deep conversations. Like I recently had a bad break up a week before so I was very broken hearted. I myself am a very unique person. And so is he. He is the first person to actually see something in me besides this preppy blonde that seems strange to most people. So we exchanged numbers and facebook info. Then later that day on facebook he adds me and we began talking again. We were up the whole night talking. I felt like I could tell him anything. Then after that we would hang out a lot and he would message me every night on facebook if I was doing okay. He cares so much about me. I am also semi famous on youtube so he was very supportive of me. He makes techno music so i've always been his biggest fan. What I never knew while we were close friends over the summer is that he had (or still has) a huge crush on me. He is mormon though and I'm not. Then in september, a little after school started, we both got a boyfriend/girlfriend. We lost contact for about a month because I guess we were just both busy with our new relationships. Then we started talking again in november. We hung out a few times. He was always there for me each time I had boyfriend problems or family problems (because my family fights a lot) Then in January I broke up with my bf because he treated me like crap. Anyways, lately in the past month or two we have been messaging each other basically every night. And we have hung out a few times. But one time on facebook he sent me a message: "Brianna, let me tell you something that either might make your day, or you will feel really weird
When we first met, I really really liked you. Like, WAY liked you. Never told anyone, but I did."
Then about 2 months later (now) I like him back. And I have a gut feeling that he still likes me. Like when we hung out yesterday at my house he would do some of the most random things. Like we were outside and he put his head in my lap. And also he said, "I was going to kiss you when I was single and liked you." He never said that he stopped liking me though. And he said indirectly that he didn't ask me out because he knew with the whole religion thing that it wouldnt work out and that he didnt want to lose me as a friend. Which I understand too because I cant imagine losing him either. And we was doing other flirty things too like we went to my room to listen to music and he laid beside me on my bed. And it wasnt even awkward. I like him so much that I'm not even jealous that he has a girlfriend. Im actually really happy for him that he's happy with someone.... even if it's not me. I hate how religion has to get in the way.. Guys what should I do??