during sex i think about doing it with a female to make me cum and sometimes i also have dreams of a female going down on me. In the dreams i enjoy every bit of it but in real life i find it disgusting when i wake up and think about it? hmm i don't understand the mix feelings there. Is it that i am scared to try it? am i Bisexual? in the dreams i find it hot but in real life all i want his dick and i never seems to look at a female the way i do in the dreams..its quiet weird.