Ok guys here is my story..... Fell free to coment and suggest me what to do
ok lets straRt..
Its start at 2010 feruary 16 i go to the gym with my good friend and there i so the girl and something in my head just blowing when i see her and i undestend i love it was love at first sight me not for her . She never smile at me
Probably took a week or 2 and i dicide to told my freind about this girl .
Artur you see this girl i think i love her man ...
Who he said ? pointed with my finger to
her .....
Artur says : i know her is my mother friend . Yes she is pretty but you know what you have 1% of chance ....
I says We will see ...
What her name what she do how old she she looks like she is really beautofull 25 ?
She is stylist designer her name is Vika and yes she is pretty and no she is 35 She prefers with pocket man with big pocket forget about her !!!!!!!!!!!!
2 weeks later . I dont know what to do think about her every day night can sleep can it eat . I
I can't talk to her i try but in this days i look like this so think what i can talk her im probaly ugly im clown .
And im decide to talk with my friend again
Artur i think i have idea you say Vika is stylist i have waful hear cut so if she cuts my hear i probably can tolk to hear amd something else
Artus says : you know what is not bad idea ok talk with my mom my mother have hair cut next week so if Vika have time she cut your hear to
Great
3 apryl 2010 hair cuting day
It was dificult day for me i was really nervous... What i should say and say to me and don't like look like donkey
Actually i do opasite in this day i akt like idiot be nerveuds and stresfull talk to here like ideot
talk rubbish .But any way you she cuts my here and says to me im really sympathetic . Bingo my dreams girl cuts my hear and says to me im sympathetic i probobly cant to to her in the gyms and who knows what else can hapends .
Unfurtunatly she din't out in 4,6,7,18 even 20 even 20 may it was unbearable and i decied to phone her and tald averything .
But i decide admitted in love not ilke ordinary people i decide to wrote a litle poem ...
So in 27 may i phone stuttered say hi it Max do you remeber me ?
Vika She say Max hmm o yes do you want hear cut ???
Me not i call you for another reason i better read a poem and you understend the reason .
I read my poem her reaction was fantastic ........
She says about should think about it was unexpected but pleasan surprise .. we should go to the cinema together .But i should think about it first .
I tell this was my happiest day of my life i float think i can touch the sky i be so happy .I think it was most beutifull day of my life you can't imagine .....
28 may 2010 i call her she din't ansver .She call me later and says you really nice boy you are really nice but right now i had man and i even can't go with you in cinema . All i can do i start go to the gym in the june and we talk here and be just frineds .Know its hearts but what i can do know
28 may What i can say it was just most horeble day of may life i flet like i broke in pices . I whant to comit a suicede jump of my balcony t was such a ugly day for me ...
2,7,18,20,30, june 2,8,10,26,jule , 2 august
28 july t i diced to cut my hear and i call to Vika again say hy to her i want hear cut .
She say ok 2 august 12-00 its ok ? ok
2 august 2010 i t can be really special day for me so i decide to buy her flowers Orchids and her favorite cake . and waiting for her
12-00 she call me back and say to me and i can't you hare cut cause my mother broke his leg and i with her i hospitsal .
What about other day no i s no no other day should not have initially agree ...I beging you have you hare cut in other place
Im ask her way ????? but she don't ansver
2 august this was absolutly awful day i don'y now what to do i lying on my flour and crying and don't now what to do .28 may 2 august broke my live i still can recover . After tis days i lost myl ife
i lost my targed i want to die . I lost evrything .Now ists 2011 10 june i still can recover i think the same every day i think about die i can live ilke that . i love her till death can live without her . Right know i stil go to the gym and look like this i like to some one give illusion this is my mask my soul i have broken i must addmited that i don't know what todu !!!!!!
The most interesting thing i see her car almost every weak we like parallel lineswhich do not intersect ...
All i had its hope !!!!!! Hope for the best ...........
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