Hey Beautiful, I just wanted to let you know that i still love you. I know things are difficult right now, I know i haven't been as supportive as i should have been, I know i've let you down. I said i would never hurt you, But deep inside i have hurt you beyond repair. I just want to say i am so sorry for hurting you. I would do anything to see your face right now, To see you smile at me and tell me everything will be okay, Let me cry in your arms. Ever since you broke up with me i have done nothing but remember the good times we had together. It hurts because i treated you so badly in February, I didn't stand by you when you had your throat operation, I came to see you at home once, I was to busy being my selfish self, At the pub with my friends, When in fact i should have spend every minute with you, Telling you everything would be more then okay, And that I'm here for you. What a waste of space i am. What did i ever do in my selfish existence to deserve such an amazing girl, Such a beautiful strong motivated person. I just want to let you know that you are deep in my thoughts, And that i would do anything to have you back and make things ok. I need you katie, I need you so much right now.