I think have been a bit of a fool to a girl i want to the ball with. I told her to go away amd move on even though not dating but known each other for 5 years. She kept coming to me asking whats up and even try kissing me on the cheek but told her go away. I do not know why she was so bothered and hurt. Anyway i decided to email her because i was in the wrong. I have emailed her the following. What do you think??? What do you think she his thinking after reading this?? What should be my next action??? (xxxx means name)
Just leaving and felt I should email you to accept an apology from me. My behaviour towards you was totally rude, unacceptable which I am very sorry for. Being honest what got me angry was that i had purchased a ball ticket (which she paid for) for you and also put a lot of effort to get xxxx a ticket from xxxx but really once the meal had finished you did not speak to us for hours. When we did spot you it was always with xxxx,xxxx,xxxx and xxxx. In fact i was really looking forward to have a dance with you at the end which did not happen at all. I also remembered at the time the same thing had happened to me when you invited me at your birthday party in November when I was humiliated by xxxx and then you only spoke to me at end of the night for 5 mins. Honestly I just felt like being used that night and it got to me. Really it had nothing to do with me seeing you kiss xxxx briefly on lip because what you do in your life has nothing to do with me. xxxx I accept I was acting immature and childish and need some growing up to do not talking to you because of the reason I have mentioned but i did not swear at you and cannot believe you even mentioned this to xxxx and xxxx. Anyway i cannot change the past but i feel very embarrassed because no matter what i have done; said, acted i will always have time for you. Thank you for phoning me back earlier but if you decide never to contact or speak to me I will fully understand and probably deserve it.