Hey everyone !
I'm sort of confused about this thing with a "friend" of mine, you'll see why the quotes in a bit..
Hell, first of all I'm wary about the whole friendship thing with her, you see, I'm 25 and she's 15, our families know each other and I met her on this family BBQ we had once, so that's how I know her.
I've never had someone that young as a friend, so I'm not entirely sure about how appropriate is it.. I wouldn't mind hearing your opinions about it by the way, as it relates to what I actually wanted to ask.
It's obvious to me that I've grown to like her, but I never thought of her as someone I might actually be interested in. I don't see her as my little sister but I don't see her as a potential girlfriend either !
We live in different cities, 2 hours drive, so it's kind of difficult to hang out with her, so we usually chat on Facebook or talk on the phone. I feel like I constantly miss her when she's not online. I also think too much about how she feels about me, for example I initiate most if not all conversations with her, so I often think that she doesn't really want to be my friend, let alone talk to me, because she doesn't initiate contact with me. I never did that with any of my past or current friends !
I also feel like I'm jealous of her boyfriend, not generally, but when I see them together or when we talk about them, it really bothers me for some reason, because I don't want her as a girlfriend !
So.. what the hell is going on ? I don't like where this is going.. I'm not *that* kind of guy.
Do I really have a crush on her ?!
What should I do about this ? Break off contact ?
With all that said, I really don't think that I'm interested in her, I just like her as a friend, but I have to sort this mess out because it really affects my mood !
I could talk for hours about this but I'll leave it at that, unless you want to ask something.
Edit:
Oh yeah, I wasn't sure where to put this, and I don't know any other community that cares about this stuff other than you guys.