Hi guys,

Hope you are all good and feeling happy and peaceful

Because I am not... and it has been going on for quite a long time!2 years and 3 months...

My story goes like this...i met this guy while I was living abroad, but he was from my hometown and we fell in love and I was already thinking to move back home because I have been away for 10 years, and he was the final reason for me to move back..when I came home, I started working in his firm, hanging out with his friends, and we were doing everything together and having a good time..although i started feeling that i have somehow lost my real self in this story...then i started feeling insecure and even more doing things which he liked, and wanted some kind of a proof that he loves me too and i wanted so desperatly that he officially moves into my place...when he felt my dispair, he started to drift away from me..the more he drifted away the more was i insecure...until one day i made an ultimatum to him and told him or u move in with me or we break up..he said that i was exaggerating and that i should come down ..but i insisted and we broke up...he said that he cannot do what i ask..
when we broke up i was miserable, it happen in april 2009 and i am still miserable because of it and i cannot move on...i tried to get back in contact with him, i wasnt insisting to much and i told him that i was sorry but he said that he dosent want a relationship..

and we didnt see eachother for one year and a half until one moth ago he invited me for a drink, it was great i was so relaxed and i didnt think about our past...didnt have any expectations..nothing ...and it felt great..when i looked in his eyes i felt..hes the one...and when we were leaving this bar, on the outside, i told him ok bye and he huged me..leaned closely and kissed me so romanticly...it was perfect..and then he just went away...he didnt call me or sent an an sms since then..i sent him an sms but he didnt reply...

in your opinion, what did all this mean?i really care about him, i never stopped caring about him, and i kind of feel that he feels the same, but does he need more time?or if he really cared he wouldn't have waited for so long to contact me?

i feel put on hold..is there anything i should or shouldnt do to make things better for us?

thank you