Hey everyone, my ex dumped me 2 months ago but recently we are in contact again, we have met up twice also for 'chats' but just about general stuff! She has told me she has been with guys since our split which i believe, but she insisted she was happy and enjoying her freedom etc However, the last time we met up she looked at me and said "I have to tell you" and blurted out that she had a one night stand a few nights ago and she felt stupid for allowing it to happen! Why did she tell me about that?? Also, if i mention a time we shared together or discuss sex together she tells me it makes her feel uncomfortable and she doesn't want to talk about our time together?? She has also told me that she believes i deserve better then her!!
How do i react to all this?? She insists we will never get back together yet for some reason i have this strong feeling that i can't shake off that tells me deep down she wants me but genuinely feels iam too good for her!!
When we do meet up she seems smiley and happy with me n jokes around n stuff but maybe she's like that with everyone, I dunno!! She never really initiates conversation with me or texts me, it's always me that has to chase her but i feel i have to because Iam aware she's in contact with a few men she met online