She wanted to dump me 2 days ago because:
-We get in fights probably 4/7 days of the week
-I smoked "spice" (synthetic marijuana because I'm on probation) and lied to her about it. My drug use is often an issue
-I took the stress of working every day and my court issues and was very angry with her all the time.
-We text way too much and get in stupid texting fights (I'm 20 and she's 19, so we should probably outgrow that)
Most of the issues are my fault, okay they probably all are. I want to stay together, but so far I've been very desperate and crying and not attractive at all throughout this ordeal. But she still texts me every day. Yesterday I went over to her house and told her she had to either decide to stay with me or leave me alone, and she chose leave me alone. But of course 2 hours later I get a text "Spend the night with me". I didn't, I ignored her. But the next morning, after a night full of dreams starring her, I couldn't stand it and called her. Anyway, today she agreed to a break of 3 weeks, with no talking and we try it one more time at the end of that break. It seems sketchy though, like she's just saying that to avoid dealing totally breaking it off.
Should I bury my first love affair or wait it out and see what happens? Just give me your thoughts, I really want to hear them