Jaden, anything worth doing is never easy. Please respect yourself enough to realise that this needs to be done. No matter what happens there, you'll have the respect and support of here. You need to do this for yourself and for any other woman that might end up in the same scenario.
How bout this? I was sexually abused as a teenager and never reported it, just had it dealt with in family. I was only 14. I told my sister about it and she was horrified I had never reported it because he may have done it again. I told her I would seriously consider reporting it now, not to necessarily have him charged but to make sure his name is attached to a file. I have still done nothing for a variety of excuses.
So, I'll report the idiot I know, if you report this. There will be a record of your previous report, that will go in your favour.
'People are never perfect but love can be. People waste time looking for the perfect lover rather than creating the perfect love' - Princess Leigh-Cheri from Still Life With Woodpecker.