haha... most of you know me.. but by the looks of things there are a lot of new peeps here.
A few months ago I was suicidal, clinically depressed, and lonely.
Today I am doing a million times better.
Do i still think about things? sure... but the pain is mostly gone, and the thoughts are shorter and shorter.
TIME is your friend. also NO CONTACT. DO NOT CONTACT your ex. Contacting them will only extend your pain. GIve it time and you will realize you don't need them.
Sometimes when you don't get the things you think you deserve it is not because you don't deserve it but because you deserve better!
Good luck.