ok so i want to sat off with how depressed i am nothing in my life is good atm, even more for my love life as iv never had it.. so mi 19 and keeping my V for the one.. Thought i had found her 4 times and 4 times they all petty much said no...
my first love used me.. for what she wanted... i asked her are we together? she said her parents would not approve. the 2nd one used me also... i told her i loved her and i would do any thing for her and i must of spent oveer �80 on her in a week, then in front of me started to cry saying why couldn't this other guy love her.. the 3rd one did not use me but stooped talking to me when i told her... and tonight i Really did think i had found her and again she said she dose not know what she wants and she is sorry she dose not feel the same... but she is the nicest person i have ever known and i have told her stuff that no one else knows about me i woul d any thing and i mean any thing for her... even the fact that i sh.. she realy is amazing..
so whats Wong with me. i just feel so unwanted... and i will never find anyone. times like this i would sh but i told her i would try and stop. im so close to Giving up i have never felt so Strong about some one before.. i cant stand it any more, all i want is some one to love me back. she said " you're the nicest guy i talk to atm"
my mind is so ****ed up atm What should i do??????