Hi lovely people my name is Martin and i'm 21,actually i'll be 22 next week.
Anyway,let's get to the point of this.
I'm with this girl called aleksandra for about a year and a half,and from the start of the relationship,we have problems.we had a great summer last year , until in the fall she all the sudden met some guy from germany on the street , and guess what he even took her number people and her facebook profile!She wrote on her facebook profile how beautiful he is and liked his photos.So the next day,she actually wanted to go out with him and i called on her mobile phone to speak with this german guy , and he keep asking for her!So,she didn't go out with him she was with me all night , but i was so mad , i got drunk and yelled to her , and she didn't even wan't to apologize!so we broke up,but she kept calling me and begged me for two weeks or so,and we make up and she said that she would bring us back and such thing will never happen.Guess what people,she still has that german guy on facebook!
That fall,2010,she wanted to go out with her girlfriends so i said ok , and i went out with my brother.that night girls started to make a pass on me in the disco but i didn't do anything i was chillin.so aleksandra wathed me all the time and we aggree to go home together that night.so we go home and she started to yell at me "why did you talk to those girls etc etc"...mann i started to yell her "whyy you didn't respect me and met someone from the street ha"...so we had a huge fight that ended up with some slaps....that was it i mean...i called her for about a month , she didn't answer me at all,actually he who appears to be my best friend made a pass on her and said that she's not for me!and i fight with him for her , and she didn;t even wanted to listen to me!She erased me from facebook and didn't call me!!
After a month or so , she did call me to see how i'm doing. We saw a few times , but she was in the same state of mind,and she didn't want to go out with me , because with me she did not had a place to stand in the disco, because we're alone , can you imagine how stupid is that and painfull to hear!She said that she didn't wanted to be with me on new year's eve and we broke up again
At this time i hear from friend she was with some guy that had money but ugly as hell!of course i was blinded and couldn't believe it what i'm hearing.I didn't go out much so i couldn't see her
So new year passed , i was with a friend and she was god knows where...she didn't even congratulate new year and my birthday.So i decided to start from scratch..
I met some new girls and had fun for a while.When aleksandra saw how girls like me and asked for me , she quickly was calling me and calling me but i was hesitating this time....i was hesitating for a month or so , and i finally on a rainy day agreed to see her...In anger i told all the bad things that she made and the feelings she caused inside of me...i don't know why she cried and begged me to be together again and she will do it my way this time....we got back together and it wasn't so bad this time....but can you imagine dear people,she is still hiding facebook friend from me , and never erased no one that i asked her.instead she is erasing my posts and songs for me can you believe that!!! She was pissing me off till the summer , i didn't knew till the last day if we gonna go on holiday together!
Gueessed what happened on our holiday dear people....this is so sad and depressing...i found old messages in her phone from many guys and from the german guy , she actually called him when we were apart and had caffe with some guys!!! so our vacation sucked and we fight since that...CAN YOU BELIEVE it she didn't even said sorry for all those things!!
Her last episode was 4 days ago when she said that i'm not so strong to tell her who to erase from facebook....she insulted me a lot and we had the most terrible fight , she slapped me and insulted me , and i just had to go away...now she is calling me again i mean DEAR PEOPLE WHY IS SHE ALWAYS CALLING ME AGAIN TO MAKE UP I MEAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS GIRL DOES SHE LOVE ME OR NOT WHAT DO YOU THINK PEOPLE!!
I'm so deppreessed i don't know what to do so much pain she cause to me and she still want's me back what to do please help me (( thank you for listening....