I am sorry to hear that you are going through this rough time. Feel free to message me if I can help. If you want to know more about me, take a look at my profile. I would be more like a "father" figure since I have kids older than you!
The marriage bed must be a place of mutuality—the husband seeking to satisfy his wife, the wife seeking to satisfy her husband. Marriage is not a place to "stand up for your rights." Marriage is a decision to serve the other, whether in bed or out. -- 1 Corinthians 7 (The Message)