This might be a long story but it bothers me a lot (I'm sorry if my Englisch is not very well..)
I have a good friend who I know for a while now. He really is a funny guy and he always jokes around. He doesn't really talk much about serious things against other people but with me he can talk well, my friends say. I liked him a lot but I didn't want to admit it because I did not want to ruin our friendship. but then when we went to school camp. and everyone went along and he did too. before we went to the pub I had drunk quite a lot. He doesn't drink much and when he drinks, he will stop drinking if he gets a little tipsy. my best friend knew I like him and pushed me towards him while we were dancing. So at one point I was dancing with him and that was more intimate until we started kissing. we were making out and dancing all night. The next day I knew almost nothing of what had happened and it was as if nothing ever happened. So that day we went to the pub again and I was drunk when I grabbed him by the hand and told him that I liked him, the only thing I can remember it is that he she: really?! I said yes and then he said again really?! and then he asked me something about staying friends, I said yes again, then he asked again and I said yes again. (That's all I can remember)
After that camp again it seemed again like nothing ever happened. until they started talking about it at school. One day a friend started talking about it and when the boy I like and me looked at each other he had a smile on his face. while I was away a friend who started talking about it again and told him that we should not ignore each other and than the guy I like said that we were just friends.
Since then everything is quite akward, especially since he does not even greet me when I come across. I do not talk too much with him anymore. Many friends say that I ignore him and that he's trying to contact me, but I'm afraid that he thinks I stalk him or something or I irritate him when I'm around him. I am afraid he will find me annoying, and that it has consequenses for our friendship. even though I want to be more than friends, I would not lose him as a friend!
Sooo, please help me, I don't know what to do!
xx