Hi everyone
Well, I'll just cut to the chase:
Almost 6 months ago, I met a guy. He was funny, sweet, romantic, thoughtful, blablabla. We used to call for hours every day, we texted quite often and so on. There was a connection, so we fell in love. Now since a few months ago, it seems like he just never has time for me anymore. He texts me rarely, only to ask something or mention something, he calls me once a week if I'm lucky!
I'm quite confused. In the beginning I thought he didn't like me anymore, but was too afraid to mention it, but whenever I start about ending our relationship, he protests and doesn't want to hear about it.
I just feel neglected and unimportant in comparison to how I used to feel. He made me feel special, and now not so much anymore. I feel like a burden, since I always nag about the fact that I feel out of touch with him. He just never makes me feel special anymore. He never tells me he loves me. He said it once and that didn't really sound convincing. I just can't figure out what he's thinking. And I kind of feel selfish for saying this, but he never buys me any stuff. In these 6 months I know him, he's never given me anything. It's not really about the material stuff for me, but just the thought.
But I basically just feel bad 'cause he acts like I'm just a piece of furniture in his life. Something practical, but not really worth spending attention or thought to.
EDIT:
I sent him a message yesterday saying that I want to end it for good. Before people comment on how lame a break-up message is...well, it was basically my only option. He rarely picks up his phone, since he's always busy, I rarely see him, since he's always busy. I didn't want to drag it out any longer so the conclusion in my text was, since I need more effort from him than he's willing to give me, it's better to end it. He didn't text me back, nor did he call me or anything. I'm not sure what this means. Was it a silent agreement, but he couldn't be bothered to text or call me back? Or is he just angry?
I know it isn't supposed to matter, but I'd be lying if I said that I didn't love him anymore. It would be better if it ended, because being with him was a constant battle with myself and him, but then again, if thats all it takes for him to give up on me... well, it's a bitter pill to swallow.
It's weird, I don't like the feeling of being with him, but I don't like the feeling of being apart either. *sigh*