Hi all...
For anyone who doesn't remember me... here's another thread of mine.
[url]http://www.loveforum.net/love-advice-forum/56829-i-think-i-blew-my-baby.html[/url]
That was the last thread I posted here.
So much has changed since then.
My long time girlfriend and the mother of my kids left me for a couple weeks and took off for Florida. In that time I tried really hard to get my other lady to come here and rekindle our relationship. she wouldn't.
So for three weeks, I was here alone taking care of my kids all by myself with no female company. I got a blow job from a long time friend I went to high school with, but that's as far as things went.
My other lady (who I am still madly in love with) is out of my life now. When my long time girl came back home we talked and worked everything out and I told her I would end all contact with all other women. I agreed to let her have access to my facebook. She unfriended all my conquests and the girl I'm in love with. She also sent that girl a message saying there would be no more contact with me.
This si where I was surprised... my other girl sent her a message back telling her a lot of things I wish she wouldn't have. She told my long time girlfriend about a lot of affairs I kept secret and a lot of things I didn't want her to know about. Despite the fact that she did me dirty I still love her even now that I can't see or talk to her anymore.
And she is still seeing Aaron from the last thread I posted. I don't know for sure, but I heard her and her husband separated and she is in the process of divorcing him so her and Aaron can be together on their own. I don't know where she lives but I guess he stays with her about half the time. This bums me out. I'm glad she's getting away from her husband. I just wish it was me she left him for. Hearing she is still with him made me sore. My friend said he saw them out at a bar together and they were slow dancing real close and stuff. She never danced with me. But then again I never took her out dancing either.
So now, it's me, my long time girlfriend and the kids. I rarely leave the house. There isn't much more to my life then my family.
And I can work now, so I've been looking hard for a job.
If anyone was wondering what I was up to, that's it. Have a nice evening all.