Thank youbut believe me for years i have been very bitter and depressed, i have my good days and my bad ones, but i have to move on with my life, we all get challanges in life and this is mine and im damned if its going to beat me. I actually think im a better person now after all this, i am more understanding and open and i like feeling like that, i do enjoy my feminine side at times, its not all bad. Its just took along time to see that and stop fighting against it, i mean im still me, i just look different, and act abit different. Thanks for your support and advice, it does mean alot that people can talk to me about something that must seem very strange to them.



but believe me for years i have been very bitter and depressed, i have my good days and my bad ones, but i have to move on with my life, we all get challanges in life and this is mine and im damned if its going to beat me. I actually think im a better person now after all this, i am more understanding and open and i like feeling like that, i do enjoy my feminine side at times, its not all bad. Its just took along time to see that and stop fighting against it, i mean im still me, i just look different, and act abit different. Thanks for your support and advice, it does mean alot that people can talk to me about something that must seem very strange to them.


exercise and and healthy diet i have always done anyway, not so much anymore though. I feel like ive tried everything and im just how i am. I have started a blog today on my problems, there is photos on there as ive always kept a personal diary anyway so its all from that. Im going to update this from now on to hopefully make people aware of this condition and maybe help people in the future. Take a look if you wish, here is the link [url]http://toughtimes.myblogsite.com/[/url]