Hi this is my story...
I have been with this girl for nearly 4 years now. Starting from the beginning we met online and had a long distance relationship for about 2 years. Then we moved in together right away. We were like soul mates. We obviously had ups and downs, and we went through a lot together, where i couldve just walked away. She cheated, I cheated - but no sex, and that was before we met for the first time. Anyway we live together for 2 years now. Things got really bad a couple times and i almost left her a couple times. But then things got better before the summer. We went on great trips and had a lot of fun. I then went back home for a month. When i came back we had a great time but i slowly felt she was pushing me away. Later i found out on facebook that she is cheating (sex and everything else) on me and is still seeing the guy. She also admitted that she cheated on me with another guy in the summer when i was gone. Its been about 2 months since i found out, and shes still seeing him. We still live together but im out of the country right now. I broke up with her, for seeing him again. She said she will be moving out before i get back. I dont want that to happen I love her so much I dont know what to do anymore. She also has a tendancy to turn things around on me, like its always my fault somehow. She told me that she knows its her fault though. She doesnt like to see me cry but yet she gets annoyed with me being depressed all the time. She tells me if its ment to be we will find each other again in the future. I know that we need time but its so hard, im lost. I think shes with him because he is a hard ass and im not, im a nice guy. She tells me i changed her from being a rebel to being all innocent now, and that she didnt want me to change her. She tells me now she needs time for herself, but why is she seeing him then? and lies about it. Over and over i have to find out over facebook that she saw him again. Im trying to be friends with her now, I told her to stop seeing him to work on our friendship and she agreed, but she already saw him again. She tells me i stress her out, but I dont even know what I did to deserve all this. I wanted to propose to her this month =[. Everyone tells me to get rid of her, but I dont want to. I dont know why. What do I do? How do I get her back? I want her back. I dont want her to move out. She is the perfect girl, shes everything i look for in a girl, and i never met anyone like her before. Im devastated. Could anyone please give me some advise please.