hello new to the forum but i joined it for a specific reason. so any ways here it goes
my current fiance whom i do love. she seems to be in a hurry to get married and for a long time so was i she was married previously and just now got her devorce so shes excited and now has her hopes up and all. my problem is that i am confused on if im scared or just plain and simply not ready for this like i said i love her but we have trust issues mostly from me to her i dont trust her because of past actions on her part. another thing that is bothering me is that when i think of our future its not entirely what i want my self you know? if any one can give me input or what ever i just need a 3rd person looking in the window in stead of being in the room you know? i apologize for my grammar ahead of time any way.
p.s. if you feel like i need to break it off with her please help me know how. when i met my fiance she was in a bad place in her life and ive done all i can to help her get back on good ground she has a little daughter whom i love also im attached to her. i just worry if we break up what will happen to my fiance and her kiddo. her ex husband is in prison as of right now and probably will be for the next 4 or 5 years so its not him im worried about its just i have so many trust issues with her. grrrrrr this is driving me mad thank you all