I'm trying to think about where I start on this whole situation, but anyway there's this girl I fell head over heels for the first time I looked at her and who has always been really flirty with me. Anyway she had a prick of a boyfriend of 6 months who treated her like crap so it's no surprise that they broke up.. so me being a rookie on relationships try and take my first chance with her as she seemed keen and we were unofficially together for a month, dates and such. At this point in time I was so attached to her but that's when the ex came back in to the equation and the moment she started going cold on me I quickly broke it off and in short I told her that "I'm going to let you chase your feelings", "We're not compatible as a couple", "We never will be", "I'm shattered, Can you respect my dignity and not contact me". Following this, I get a few messages which I just ignored and then I deleted her off facebook, I also saw her at a uni party and completely brushed her off. At this point in time she's back with her ex.
2 months passed
As I thought broken up with her ex and through that time I was healing myself and mind****ing her by using NC, the only contact we had was her sending me a friend request on facebook which I accepted only to build up my ego. So the day after they break up I get messages from her saying things such as "i've missed you tonnes" and I broke NC... but with cold replys like "ok, yeah, no...etc" and then at like 2am a couple of says later I get these 2 drunken messages saying "Why won't you talk to me? I just want to talk to you". My drunken reply is because "you're not all to me". But as a result I feel like i've relapsed as I just want to be with her and can't stop thinking about her, even though I won't even talk to her
What do I do? keeping in mind that she's in my 5 year course, so we have to be friends... Am I playing this right by giving her nothing? Do I give her a second chance?