Hello,
I specifically registered to post this. You see, since it's new years I was watching the Sydney fireworks festival on TV and I suddenly remembered something. It's a memory that has popped up time from time, but never so vividly as today. It's a beautiful and distant of mine. Around two/three years ago it was night time, and I was going (with my family) to a large fireworks show here in Brisbane Australia, I was 17. I was walking there all by myself looking at the ground while the tens of thousands of people around me were with their friends/relatives/lovers and getting ready for the final show. Even the train ride there had been full of all different kinds of people, while it's usually empty. Anyway, I was walking by myself (trailing behind my family) and I felt someone lightly tap my right shoulder. I was slightly surprised, so I looked back to see and there was this girl. She looked around my age maybe slightly older, she smiled slightly and waved at me. I waved back and continued walking as if to not be affected.
I'm 19, and the truth is this. For me, it has always been hard to even think of the possibility of happiness. When I think back to it, this girl was beautiful. In her eyes there was this fascination. I never expected anyone like her. That night when I was walking alone, I should have stayed with her just a little longer. She is gone now, lost in a sea of people. Upon remembering her, I didn't know what to do, so I just blogged it here. I am love, love is life, i'm sure I can't be the only one who's thought this. Someday I hope to find that spirit and bet everything on it.
I am proud of this post