I was with my ex-girlfriend for 14 months, from the beginning she lied. Firstly about her age, then she texted me randomly saying "babe enjoying your meal?" i wasnt at a meal, so obviously it was for another lad, she denied this but because it was the start of the relationship i gave her another chance.
Then i find out she was using facebook to talk to guys, she planned to go down town with one guy for his birthday, she never told me about it. Then she told a guy that she misses the old times. This was when i thought we were strong and planning a future together, so when i found this out it destroyed me. After that i would constant worry all day and accuse her because of that. We were going round in circles.
Then somehow we got back on track and things were fine, she promised not to lie again, but she did. She lied to my face and we had a massive argument and i ended it, we broke up for a few days then i took her back. She promised to never lie again and i honestly thought she wouldnt. not even a week later and she lied to my face again the exact same lie as before, at first she accused somebody else then she denied it for ages then finally she admitted it. This killed me she promised to never lie again but she did. I ended it there and then.
So its been a week since i saw her, i have been blanking her because im so upset for her lying. Im really sensitive, im different to most guys, since we broke up i havent been out or spoke to anyone. Then 2 nights ago me and my ex started texting again, things were going fine texting back and fourth then she randomly stopped texting me and claims to fall alseep. My head went because she lied before so i was sat there all night thinking she up to something, already.
Then the next morning somehow we start talking again, dont ask me why but i say i wanna try again do u wanna meet later, but as soon as i do she says oh im going to my sisters for a meal, but she never told me about the meal until i asked to meet her, i honestly dont believe a word she says anymore, i question everything.
Then last night was the final straw, i had a terrible day, alone, no one to talk to thinking all these horrible thoughts, so i text my ex girl friend and we start talking, i couldnt hold it in anymore so i broke down in a big way, pouring my heart out saying all these things but her reply was pathetic, it was like she didnt wanna talk to me, and she took ages to reply also, it made me feel so horrible for opening up because i thought she would comfort me but she did the opposite. Im a mess right now i dont know were to turn or anything, she out having fun while im sitting around. She hasnt even tried to comfort me for last night. I texted her this morning basically saying what i just said and also i said leave me alone forever delete my number.
i dont know why im here i just need some advice, please if you feel the need to be mean or whatever, dont reply because im in such a mess