Which I should be so excited for him but oddly I am not. It has to do with the fact that I've stupidly given up so many opportunities and trips and sacrificed those times to spend time with him instead.
It was your choice to make those sacrifices. It was nice at first, but now you feel cheated. Was it worth it? Maybe since you are young, you should take a couple trips, live a little. You can always grow up later.
I have a long time interest in psychology, specializing in relationship dynamics for 30 years.
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