I love somebody so much that my heart is full when i am with her. I am married with kids and i hate my husband since i met her. I am straight and have no sexual tendencies towards her. I just love her and want to be with her all the time. I am very jealous when other people talk to her. I feel so sad when i am not with her. It is starting to affect me big time. I thought the only way i can handle it is if i moved away - maybe time would be a healer. It wasnt it just made me think even more about her and i became more irritable. What can i do? She knows i love her like friends do but not my deep true feeling. I feel scared to tell her as she may feel strange and not want to know me anymore and i dont want to lose her.