I'm afraid I will stay like this forever.
Everything reminds me of him, I can't stop it.
I can't stop the tears, the sadness, the emptiness.
I need him so much,
to talk to me, to hug me, just to look at me again.
What if I will never get over him?
What if I'll stay like this forever?
I feel like I'm loosing it. Every good day is followed by horrible nights.
I just want to speak with him again.
To see that he cares. But his not. He just moved on like nothing happened.
No emails, no facebook.
I can't stand it anymore, I don't even know myself.