Love.
I posted a few lines a couple of years ago about someone I was very interested in, and feedback was "he doesn't seem keen" and you know what you were right!
So lets bring things up to date ANOTHER dilemma!
oK so its like this.. It is love, Ive never been in love, but THIS is. Thing is, I have known it since I first clapped eyes on him in January 2011, & you know what? I still am admiring from the sidelines. He has NO IDEA of my feelings!!!
But what I Do know is this - he's interested, hes single, yet, neither of us have actually done anything. We are just 'friends' Hiding my feelings is the most difficult thing Ive ever had to do. Im like a kettle on the boil, but looking ice cold on the exterior.
so my question? What do I do? The reason why I haven't discussed anything emotional is because I'm scared of making a fool of myself!! YET I just want to grab him and kiss him. I have 18 months of stored up lust for him.. he has no idea at all. Im a good actress. OK, Im sure I cant cover up everything, im sure he MUST know YET nothing is done.
Im not sure I can wait any longer!