I've meet this girl a couple of months ago and we've talked occasionally. A couple of days ago we hung out with a couple of friends and we were socializing with everyone. I did speak to her a couple of times, making her laugh and being cocky funny. She showed interest and I teased her and she said: You don't even know how I am, you can't say anything about me without knowing. I don't recall what I told her but I told her: Hey, I was just teasing you. She looked down and kept talking. Soon after we kept talking and I showed her my music list which was filled with 2pac, she liked it. I showed her an other song ( Search in youtube: You never know - Immortal Technique ) which is rather sad. She took my phone went to a seperate room to listen to the song. I warned her it was a really sad song. She came back and I asked her what she thought of the song. She said its real sad and looked as if it hit her. Later when we we're alone, I held her hand and told her she was a great person with a big heart. We we're both quite tipsy so each time I'd say something which was true about herself she'd laugh. ( In agreement or disagreement I'm not sure ). I didn't want to force her to talk about herself but it sounded like that ( We we're laying on a two story bed by that time. ) She might of though I was trying forcing her to speak about herself and repeated: Its not the moment to speak about that and she left to the bed underneath. I looked down and said something I don't recall. She didn't seemed mad and some of things I said are still a blur. The day after we spoke slightly and I asked her if what I told her yesterday night was true. She repeated once again Some of it but not really. Its not the place to speak about it ( Or something that way ). I changed topic and we spoke abit and I left afterwards.
I have a feeling she is broken inside for some reason and it troubles me in a way to see. I think I like her but I don't want to make her feel bad but sharing there problems is always good. If I do end up asking her for such, I feel like I should go up to her house take a casual walk first and talk by the time then ask her something. Because she wouldn't be surrounded by her friends.