so, i'm going out with this girl and she's pretty and is a loving, sensitive, kind hearted person.
Problem is i am insanely sexually attracted to her little sister. Her looks, her body, her ethnicity (pakistani), her voice, her hands, the way she walks, her high sex drive, her laugh, her confidence, her energy. They all make my heart race. She's the most attractive girl i've been around in my entire life (i'm 23)
i've thought certain girls were attractive before but nothing like my attraction towards her. I want her so bad my heart aches whenever i hear her talk or laugh.
I also think about having sex with her every single day and when i hear she is having sex with someone else i feel like i've been thumped in the stomach and furiously jealous towards whichever guy it is. I think it'd be some sort of spiritual nirvana if i was able to engage in any sort of sexual encounter with her.
Why did this have to happen to me? I've waited so long for a girlfriend and when i get her, her sister is the sexiest girl i've ever been around.
Now when her sister comes around to our place, i have to arrange to go out or i am always stuck in the bathroom or in the study pretending im busy because when i'm around her my hands almost shake with desire and i have to spend the whole time not looking turned on.
I've had to be rude to her before to sort of drive a wedge between me and her because i can't bear to be around her. The physical attraction is so strong.
What the hell can i do to get over this? My girlfriend wonders why i act weird around her and worst of all my girlfriend is good friends with her so she regularly comes around.
Why did this have to happen to me? I've waited so long for a girlfriend (4 years) and when i get one, her sister is the sexiest girl i've ever been around. It's almost like it's a huge price i have to pay for it. It hurts so bad because i really love my girlfriend and i could never cheat on her with her sister.
What can i do to break the fixation? I've tried and it hasn't worked so far. It's like a chemical thing which stirs in me whenever she's around. I'm just so physically attracted to her.