I'm so sorry for what I did, I wish I could turn back the clock and erase it. I should never have lost my temper the way I did, but it was just a tv. Why did you disappear the way that you did? I felt like you were toying with me, it felt just like when that other girl, the one that you hate, was messing me around while my Mum was dying, I just couldn't take it again.
You know I would never hurt you, I'm not a violent person, I was just frustrated.
I don't like the person you become when you drink, and we were both in the wrong, why can't we just admit that and move on? You looked into my eyes and told me you loved me a few hours before you disappeared.
Please don't let this be the end of us, we still have so many things to see and do together.
I love you. xx