Hi guys, i came here for some ranting and self reflection.
I've been here for the last time like a year ago or 1.5 year? when i had a bad relationship that got me nowhere, im now a while further and im still very unhappy with my current situation.
IM SO FRIGGING ALONE
I cant make it any clearer than that im so frigging alone that its bothering me every day, this is coming straight from the heart. People know me as that easy going guy that never talks about his feelings but party's instead. but I cant stop thinking about having a girlfriend or any contact with a girl at all (physically and emotionally) im so alone, everyone has a gf but me, but still everyone thinks im a womanizer even my family thinks like that but im not, i can interact with girls just fine but I cant seem to get them to want me.
I want a girlfriend and its been 4 years since I had an official girlfriend and I think im ready for a steady relationship now, I just want comfort and someone that loves me for who I am!
Why is it that assholes get girls like its a goddang vending machine and I try so goddang hard to be the best i can be in order to get a gf i can spend time with but the end result is always me being depressed and walking home all alone?
please help i need some help desperatly im all out now I cant go through this anymore, im so goddang honest and even gave cash to an elderly who came 10 cents short when buying toothpaste i mean cmon? when is karma going to reward me for a change? when is my happiness given to me instead of those retarded ****s who dont care about a womans feeling? I want to be there for someone and want someone to be there for me please god please