My ex-gf and I finally talked in person about whats been going on in the past month. well. not going into details but I will say she just so happens to be one of those people thats likes being alone. doesnt want anyone so they say or needs anyone. I was triyng to get somehting out of her because she wants to be friends. and I was like nope. I still like you we cant be friends. what it came down to is that she wants to be alone. she is actually afraid and grossed out be sex. she said that but then was like no no I wasnt grossed out by you I like your.... but then said the thought of sex is actually gross to her. and she wants to travel. and I guess I reminded her of that during our relationship, that she wants to travel. and that shes fine alone. she said she wont be getting with other guys basically because shes like this. and I believe her because she has gotten hurt in the past by guys. and also just hasnt dated nor hooked up with guys in college. and no she is not gay. but to me its mind boggling that the person I started a relationship with is one of those people. I was actually her first. took her virginity. and to me thats my moral standard like if I am going to have sex I do need to be with someone.
Well guys. IDK how to deal with this stress..and I do want to talk to ppl about it. just because I told her before I left I dont think its weak to say I miss you nor do I think its ok to hide feelings, I just need a couple months.
I am very frustrated right now. and eventually Ill get over it. but has anyone ever known or been with someone as difficult.