I am 21 and have only been with 1 woman. she and I were together for 2 years until she cheated on me when we were separated for a short while.
I left her because she couldn't stay loyal and kept flirting with other guys. Though I put up with her for so long because I loved her and she had a very high sex drive and I really needed that. We would mostly go for hours every night until we just got too tired to go anymore... 5+ times a night.
However, since the breakup I feel myself very depressed and sometimes even suicidal due to the lack of intercourse. I don't have time to go out and party, my job takes too much of my time, working 12-16 hour shifts 5-6 days a week. Masturbation doesn't help and I just end up hurting myself after 3 times a day.
What can I do to fix this? I never knew I was a sex addict until we split but I seriously want to kill myself at times I can't handle this!