Hey everybody, I'm new here and I don't know if I'm doing this right, but here goes. Recently my girlfriend of three years essentially caught me masturbating to a picture of her cousin. While she didn't walk in on me, she found the picture and when she questioned me I admitted to it. Honestly I had forgotten all about the picture. In fact, I felt really bad about it while in the process, and I stopped and stowed it away in shame. Yes, I realize that what I did was really messed up. I take full responsibility for my actions and I regret it more than I've ever regretted anything before. Please, don't judge me for what I did. I realize it was wrong.
Anyway, needless to say my girlfriend is furious with me. She is disgusted to the point where she won't let me touch her in any capacity. I've told her how sorry I am, how much I regret my action. I've promised to never hurt her like that again and I've admitted how wrong of me it was to do that. It was a one time mistake, an impulse I instantly regretted and will never repeat. I've apologized profusely, I've basically kissed the ground she walks on, but to no avail. Despite all of my attempts, she is still disgusted with me, and we are on VERY thin ice.
Does anyone have any advice for me, as far as getting her to realize we can work past this? Getting her to trust me again? This girl is the most important thing in the world to me, and I'd hate to lose her over such a stupid, impulsive mistake.