I don't even know why I keep feeling the way I do. I will start off by giving you a little bit of history before I tell you the problem maybe someone can shed some light for me.
I was with my ex for 3 years and we had a really bad relationship, he was texting and meeting his ex's behind my back the whole time we were together (I didn't find this out until after we broke up). We always fought no matter what it was over. Anyway we broke up and I got with my current partner and we have been together for 4 years. He has been amazing never given me anything to doubt him over, we have our disagreements like all couples do but we have only ever argued properly about 5 times since being together.
Anyway the issue! He has been talking to this friend of his who is female for roughly 4 years too, she's a really nice lass and I have spoken to her a few times too. Because of bad experiences with an ex boyfriend of hers she is now a lesbian. Anyway my boyfriend is going to meet her for the first time today, and even though deep down I know for a fact that there is nothing wrong with this, and that nothing would ever happen between them I still can't get rid of this feeling that I hate that fact that he is going to meet her.
I suffer really bad with Depression, Anxiety, which in turn has left me with no confidence at all about myself or what I am worth. I just don't want to seem like a obsessive girlfriend so I say nothing to him about how I feel but last night when he told me he was going to meet her I went to bed without telling him and ignored him completely. And still this morning I can't bring myself to act 'normal' around him.
I just don't know how to overcome this stupid emotions/feelings. Any advice would be great.
Thank You in advance.
Sarah x