Miss her , But i cant miss now

[afstars]

Im still going through a breakup . Its been two months since she broke up with me , i still find it hard to let her go . Im 16 now , and we are studying in a boarding school , we've been together for more than a year (we are both first love) . We are still in the same class , still see each other everyday , but things aren't the same . We had a dream of moving to Australia after our O'levels ,to study together and even work together . But i've never expect this to be the reason of the end . I'm not a good looking guy , and she is gorgeous and mature , i really appreciate her and i'm lucky to have her . Things went wrong during the summer holidays , relationship stared to get dull but she told me that was because of distance , and she promised to go through our fifth year together .During the holiday , I've been waiting for her to go online or to reply my text , i've tried my best to be there for her and to make her laugh , but it didn't work anymore . Just few days before the school reopened , she texted me and told me that its better if we stay friends , she doesn't want a relationship , she wanted to focus on her studies since its also our last year . We are still texting each other , but i miss texting her in a lover's way , sitting next to her during lessons and calling her every night . Things are just different now , we no longer have the same thought, i'm really depressed . Im still looking forward to talk to her everyday,still go to her facebook and twitter, still love her as much as i was with her . I'm heading nowhere now , can someone give me any advice?

[AnnonymousMan]

You need to make a choice. Fight for her, or let her go. Now it is easy to jump at your hearts impulse but try to realize that emotions are sometimes misguiding.

You are young and you need to realize that you two are going to grow so far apart in the next 10 years that unless you two become attached at the hip, you WILL most likely separate. Her saying she wanted to just be friends at the beginning of the school year or whatever is a clear indication that she wants a fresh reputation as a single girl with no ties. IMO she isn't interested. If you have no means of being with her and you need to forget her, STOP going to her facebook and twitter or texting her. This will just make you miss her more.

[Jankers]

I know this might not be what you want to hear but I would suggest letting this one go. Ive been in this situation myself and the longer you are in it the harder it gets, espesially when she starts seeing someone else.

Letting her go will be a good way to tell her real feelings aswell. Sometimes you need to miss someone to remember how you really feel about them.