Hello all, thank you for taking the time to read this and hope someone can share some feedback
My Name Is Kerri, I am 30 and I have been in a relationship with my 27 yr old boyfriend for almost a year.
Things have been helter skelter for us, we have been through rough spots together and blossomed into a possible life long commitment. However before the commitment, I need advice. So we started out as roommates and friends that turned into friends with benefits that turned into gf/ bf and of course love. In the bedroom I am getting frustrated and I finally got some balls and said listen here babe, I am feelin a lil left out my dear. I always always make sure to pleasure him as much as I can. I always go down there for a long time whenever he wants me to or when I just want to you know practice (FINDING MY CONTACT LENSES) ...lol you get the point. Anything he wants he gets. I totally get and understand he dislikes to perform oral on a woman(he hates it )and tries not to do it....HOWEVER...you can work around it. Now I have brought it up before and practically gave him the blueprints to my hot spots on my body, he told me a couple times he is just too lazy and tired(okay cool catchya next time). I just sweetly ask baby can you touch me here for a little while and get me going or can we do it. NOPE NOTHINGGGGGGGG............but zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Tonight was the icing on the cake so I came here. I am tired masturbating even solo, I havent came for a while and I am frustrated with him going straight to the garage with the car only when he wants, with no foreplay, only doggie style. I just dont get it. I am very attractive and I am not out there looking for a replacement. I really love him. What can I do? Should I give him another chance, does he love me? I love toys but I also love that raw primal sensual erotic sexual passionate connection. I need a blow up doll...lol. Please help. =)